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Thu, Feb. 3rd, 2005 01:48 pm
o-m-g computer = easy peasy


so, I'm sitting here in room 171, with nothing to do and like 20 minutes left in the class...lame.

I'm Marty for Grease!!! WOO!! So excited! Ali Scho = Sandy (YAY!) and Caitlin = Rizzo (YAYAY!)

I have nothing else to say...

we're watching the wizard of oz in english...siiiick.




Laterrr

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Fri, Jan. 14th, 2005 12:31 pm
You scored as Loner.

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yes!! lol.


I was talking to Mike today in chorus, and we've decided we're hiding in the guitar closet all next week. I def. don't want to sing for Mr. Legge, he knows how I sound, and he knows I take lessons, so whats the point.


I love how I'm having a repeat of last year, and I don't like it even more. I need some different people in my life. I'm sick of this and everything that goes with it. My friends and I need to sit down and have a serious conversation. But, good news = Rachel asked if I wanted to go over her house today, but today is lesson day so I can't...sorry, Rach. And Evan might be going.....I hate myself. I don't know how that was good news, maybe that she asked me? I can't wait for Orpheus to start again, and Matt might be taking me to a show.


No, seriously, I hate myself. There's nothing to like. I wish we had enough money so I could transfer schools. I hate Whitman-Hanson. I'm sick of it. I'm a fucking junior, and I'm excited for college like woah. I cannot wait. It's going to be some serious fun compared to my last couple of years here. But, I know I'll miss it no matter how bad I suck right now.


So, news = my dad is taking me and Nate to Germany either over april vacation or summer vacation. My nana's last day of radiation is today, and her last day of chemo was wednesday. She's starting physical therapy soon, and that's going to be even worse for her the doctors said. I'm not happy about this, we thought the worst was over but apparently not. At least she won't be sick anymore. Her voice is going to come back soon, and so is the motion of her right arm. Hopefully after some therapy it won't hurt that much for her...hopefully, they said they weren't sure. Can you tell I went to radiation with her yesterday? That was the weirdest thing I've ever seen. I had to wear goggles just to be in the room. I only stayed for a little bit though. If radiation is like that, I don't want to even imagine what chemo's like. Especially for my nan....


well, it's time for voice...later









anyone in the crew posse - we need to talk, asap. I'm sick of it and so are you.

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Wed, Dec. 29th, 2004 05:57 pm

End of the year survey:

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? Travelled to europe, did some hard work and earned my own money, majorly fought with my friends.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? I don't make resolutions...I never have, and you know what they say about old dogs...
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? Yes, 3 actually. My cousin Erin had a boy named...idk - that's sad I don't even know my cousins name, my cousin Shannon had a little girl, I don't know her name either. And my other cousin Jen had a boy named Braden (yes, that would be Sean Kane's little boy).
4. Did anyone close to you die? Yes, my grandfather and my "grandmother" (Aly's mom Audre was like a grandmother to me hence the ")
5. What countries did you visit? England and Ireland (I also visited the province of Whales)
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? love...or any boys really. more friends that like me for the whole year lol.
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? August 21 - last day of Orpheus, August 25 - first broadway show seen, and visit to NYC - def. will not be the last, April 15-? - Europe trip, August 22 - Audre's death, October ? - found out my nana has lung cancer there's more but I don't remember the dates.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? MAKING DISTRICTS! Being successful at Orpheus all by my lonesome, not being depressed because I didn't hang out with anyone over summer break, switching voice teachers, and mastering some pretty tough stuff on the piano. And, although this is my easy half, having straight A's. Also being inducted into NHS.
9. What was your biggest failure? Disapointing my out-of-school teachers and my friends and family, being the most difficult person ever.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? emotional injuries, sure everyone does. No physical ones.
11. What was the best thing you bought? that I bought personally? me? hmm...gifts for other people.
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration? my mom I love her, my nana's
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? My own mostly, some of my friends, my family at some points
14. Where did most of your money go? when it comes to my own money, I don't spend it - straight to the bank it goes.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? NYC and Orpheus. Of course I was excited for the Europe trip, but idk I wasn't Brigadoon happy, it was a good experience, just bad timing people-wise.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004? I don't play the same songs over and over so I'll give you the hit of the day - Maroon 5 - The Sun.
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder, reasonably so.
ii. thinner or fatter? don't say those words to me!
iii. richer or poorer? RICHER! Majorly richer!
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? I'm not much for the dwelling...
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? see #18
20. How will you be spending Christmas? It's already gone by so I spent the first part at my house, then moved the celebration to my aunts, came back around 8 and played some nasty 90's trivial pursuit with Nate and mom then at 10 we finished and watched a movie, which I slept through.
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? Hahaha...
22. How many one-night stands? I repeat Hahaha...
23. What was your favorite TV program? home make-over shows, and Gilmore Girls
24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Yes, but no names will be given.
25. What was the best book you read? over again = The Red Tent, New ones = you can't expect me to decide!
26. What was your greatest musical discovery? of my own musical experience or regular music?
I'll give you both --
Mine: making districts, going to orpheus, piano playing = improving daily, going to a well-known and liked voice teacher
Regular: I'm now Maroon 5 obsessed - Adam Levine is ab fab!
27. What did you want and get? nothing.
28. What was your favorite film of this year? The Manchurian Candidate, The Notebook, Mean Girls
29. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? I was sixteen, my mom took me Suz, Annie, and Caitlin out to eat with my family (the girls came as a surprise)
30. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? Everything.
31. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? some jeans, a couple of skirts, some linen pants - over-sweaters, nice shirts, an occassional sweater, and when I'm in the mood a blazer or two.
32. What kept you sane? my doggy, she always knows when I need comfort.
33. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Oh, come on. If you know me, you know the answser.
34. What political issue stirred you the most? Michael Moore, George Bush - anything these two boys did, it stirred me quite a bit.
35. Who did you miss? ...
36. Who was the best new person you met? ALL THE NEW ONES ROCK: the Orpheus kids (Matt, Marc, Nicole, Rachel, Amanda, Mea, Jass, Evan, and Erin!) and my work pals (Greg, Heather, Ryan, Mike, MB)
37. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004: "Don't trust anyone" NO! just kidding, I'm not that girl who wrote it on her locker. Umm...let me get back to you...
38. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year: None come to mind. It was an ever-changing year, not a single song lyric or multiple song lyrics could sum it up, but it was a good one, every year improves basically for me. I'm getting more comfortable with my dad/Jean thing and actually my dad/mom thing. So, as things grow apart and together, it gets increasingly more comfortable in the world of Sarah.






Well, if you read that I'm surprised.

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Wed, Dec. 15th, 2004 06:13 pm
I'm so busy, I never have time to update this baby.

Well, this past week or so has been good. Lot of music. I got my district music, I'm so excited. I've been practicing for it a lot, and it's not till january, I'm such a loser. Then of course I have my regular lessons.

School = tiring. I need that effing vacation right now. Seriously, I might die.

I might be going to the rockets on sunday, if I can get off work....I hope my dad will be like "Yeah sure, have fun." It's supposed to be wicked good, and Annie and I haven't done anything for a while so I wanna go. Whatever, even if he has a problem what's he gonna do? fire me? yeah, sure when pigs fly. lol. Hell, he can't even ground me or punish me really. So, psh.

Yeah, well I have nothing to write about. Something needs to go wrong or some big drama needs to happen.

Well, there is the whole Amy's play people can't do Sister Mary because it's offensive. But, I think it is extremely offensive, and it shouldn't be done at school. At camp kiwanii sure, whatever. It's just a play and I'm not even in it, so I don't care.

So, besides that, there's nothing going on.










Later gator!

Current Mood: blank blank
Current Music: his eye is on the sparrow

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Sun, Dec. 5th, 2004 03:47 pm
This weekend was good.

I went to see Polar Express (with all the elf orgies, right Jess?) with Stephie, Meaghan, Katie, and Jess on friday night after piano lessons. I was supposed to have voice lessons at 4, but my grammie tried to drive me there, didn't listen to my directions and we ended up going in a huge 30 minute circle. I don't even want to talk about it, I'm still mad.

So on saturday morning at 10 I had a make-up voice lesson. Then I did some errands (christmas ones) with my mom til 3. Then Nate and I went christmas shopping at Hingham Plaza and we got everyone done within an hour. It was a good brother-sister time, lol. Then I came home, had dinner with my aunt, my cousin, nana, and Nate. Then we watched a movie, nana went to bed my aunt and jess watched another movie, and I did some of my Europe scrapbook. At 9:30 they left, I got in the shower watched some tv and went to bed.

Then today I worked. All day. So many people, so many trees, so many wreaths. I can't even describe to you how busy it was. Courtney came with her dad to buy some stuff, and we were talking. The Biggenses came and I helped them out while they bought like everything. Pam came and bought her tree, and some other people came too, but I can't remember.

So, needless to say, I am extremely tired from all the energy I used today. I want to sleep right now. But, it's only 6:46. Kill myself.


Well, it's dinner time.




Later kiddo!

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Thu, Dec. 2nd, 2004 06:10 pm
Today was good!

School was:
Renaissance Assembly (watching the Princess Bride - which I actually don't mind......um, did I just say that?)
French in the library (on the computer) doing research for Antoine de Saint-Exupery (aka reading people's journals and playing some games...I did get some info on the guy though)
Another stupid lab in envi. sci. kill myself.

I straightened out my freakin B- in health 2 today, it's back to the original A+. Phew! I'm not like "I need an A in every class," but this is my junior year, it's the year that colleges look at the most and I need to do well. B+ are okay, but I'm not taking a final-which means I need an A. So, really this whole little paragraph is very hypocritical. I don't even know - I'm too tired to function.

Anyway, enough of my analness.

After school I went to work. That is my third day this week, YAY FOR MONEY! lol. But, Greg was workin so was Nate and Mike (Powers, weird I know) and Adam and Annie were there for a while, and then me and Barbara were hip buddies for the rest of the night. Then my mommy came over with Maggie at like 6:15, and I took her out through the trees for a walk. Well, Maggie was scampering along and Greg just picked me up and through me over his shoulder and was walkin around the trees with me. I didn't know what was going on as he just came up to me and starting grabbing at my legs but after that I didn't put up much of a fight since it was a nice ride, and all I wanted to do was sleep all day due to lack of sleep for the past like year. So yeah, I let him carry me, and then he put me down and I walked back up front, with my dog. Don't ask me why he did it, cuz I don't know. Maybe he was bored? I don't know. MOST IMPORTANTLY: I got a two dollar tip today guys!!!! My first tip ever, for carrying two pointsettias out to a lady's car, I didn't even sleeve them or anything woo-hoo! TWO DOLLARS! One for each plant lol. I'm winning for girls tips so far (each xmas the boys have a competition amongst themselves for tips and the girls do the same)

Yeah, so that was my uneventful day, that I made look kind of eventful. I can't wait for christmas season to be OVER. So many things to do, and so much christmas music! I'm getting tired of the same old songs that this radio station keeps playing OVER AND OVER, they need some new tunes. Or maybe we should get some good CDs. Either or.







Well - bed time. No question today due to lack of energy from me/response from everyone. I think I'm just going to retire my questions.

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Tue, Nov. 30th, 2004 03:10 pm
Yeah, so. I was sitting in the computer lab for french today. And you wanna know how much updating from the site sucks? LOSING YOUR WHOLE FRICKEN ENTRY!! That's how much it sucks. I love my semagic :) !

Turkey day was good. I went to my aunt Annie's house and she had Brad's brother over with his wife and their two kids (Madison - 3 and Alex - 1). The whole night Madison was like the energizer bunny. No, she IS the energizer bunny, that kid is NON-STOP! I swear to god we played ring around the rosey like 50 times in a row, and then I had to pick her up and spin her in between each game. Then I showed her how to make a hand turkey (you know, the ones you make in like kindergarten, well apparently they don't do that in Sandwich) and she asked me what I was for halloween. I said I was a can-can girl and she was like "A KANGAROO!!!!" and I was like "Yeah...sure, why not?" It was funny, but I guess it was one of those you have to be there things.

On friday I did nothing, BECAUSE I CAN!

On saturday my mommy and I went shopping at the Hingham Plaza, it's amazing. I'm shopping there FOREVER now. Then Lizzie took me to see Finding Neverland. It's such a good movie, you have to see it! I cried at the end...I know I'm such a baby.

On sunday I worked all day. Greg was being wicked mean and was tickling me like the whole day. Grr.

On monday I came home to help my nana, and then I went to dinner with my dad.

On today...on today? Today, I went to school, went to show choir, now I'm about to do homework before I go off to pilates. I officially have an hour to write a friggin health paper and a science conclusion thingie. So, I better get started on that.

I hope you all had a wonderful vacation!




P.S. I made some cake, and it was good :)

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Fri, Oct. 1st, 2004 11:45 am
As you can see anonymous post person, I've made all of my recent entries friends only due to your stupidity. How can you sink so low as to make yourself feel better and bigger than me by writing a negative post on my journal? Just to let you know, it didn't work. You don't even know me, actually I take that back you do know me since you know I went out with Allen (and you probably don't know Allen that well, he's a sweet kid however weird he may be). Hell, you could even be Kelly. Big fucking deal, I was just stating the obvious, it doesn't mean that you have to stick up for Kelly in MY journal. THIS IS MY JOURNAL, I can say whatever the hell I want to in it, and it doesn't matter whether you like it or not, because that's how it is. Besides, Kelly is one of my friends and I was clearly happy for her because she's going out with a good kid not a shady one who smokes and drinks and has sex every night and cheats on her.

At least she can get boys? Yeah, by resorting to things that I would never do. I have morals and I'm not willing to let those go just to get a boyfriend, unlike some people I know. Also, my life doesn't revolve around boys or sex, I have higher standards for myself and I plan on accomplishing those as well as being a good person.

If you want to leave another post, whoever you are, go ahead, but I'm just going to delete this entry and your post within a couple of days.






All my entries from now on are friends only, and until I figure out how to make my whole journal that way you can have fun reading about my sophmore year.

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Fri, Jun. 11th, 2004 04:40 pm
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You are Kaite!


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^^Where has this girl been all my life?!?!!?^^

That's awesome.

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Sun, Jan. 25th, 2004 11:18 am
Wow I haven't updated for a LONG time.

So...here's what happened...


Wednesday:
I had my history final. It was easy, I think I got a good grade on it. Then I went home on the bus with A Port, Steph, and Sarah and Meaghan walked to Ashley's later on. We made pizza and we watched Center Stage, and during the dance parts I was like "Ashley what's that called?" for like every single one lol. Then we watched game shows and stuff. Ashley did my make-up, and I looked like a whore and her mom came home and then I washed it off. So, I did Ashley's make-up too...It was wicked funny! I made her look wicked bad, and I put lipstick (bright red lipstick) like up to her nose....lol. Then I came home and took a shower and then I went out with my dad to my grandparent's house. My aunt Nancy came home from Milan on sunday so she was there. And we played some Yahtzee lol. That was a fun time. And I got a scarf and my brother got a cap. Then I came home and straightened my hair for the new classes the next day.


Thursday:
New classes. A Mod - Art, B Mod - Physical Science, C Mod - Chemistry, D Mod - French 3. No one is in my art class. David, Ashley, Meaghan, John, Alicia, and Nessy are all in my physical science class. I'm the ONLY sophmore in my chemistry class. And Annie and Nicole are in my French Class. Since french sucks because I don't like Madam Downer, my only good class is physical science..........wow. That's all I have to say.


Friday:
Francis is now in my art class!!!! He switched in, so now there's one person in my art class. lol. Chemistry wasn't so bad today either. David Cicerone walked my to class, and he was like Mr. Rozen you have my permission to make fun of this girl right here! and he was like oh don't worry david I will. So he was checking off our safety sheets to make sure they were signed and I'm the last one on the list, so he got to me and was like "Annnndddd Wy-wy...very good you got yours signed" and he walked away...so I guess he's calling me wy-wy from now on....Well we went outside for our fire-drill spot and then we came back inside and he showed us how to put out a fire with the fire extinguisher and the wool blanket. Then he said any time you have an experiment involving fire use the exhaust fans, and then he lit a paper towel on fire and was like Wy-wy turn on the fans so I got up and I kept pressing the on button but nothing happened so he was like did you turn it on and I was like I kept pressing the button but apparently nothing happened so he tried all of the fams and none of them worked....so I guess they are in need for repair. Then I went to my other two classes, and I went home. I practiced piano and watched some TV and then I went to lessons. After lessons my mom and I picked up Annie to go to Caroline's thingy. So we went and it was okay I guess. Then we went bacl to Carolines and watched all the 8th graders have a cute little party. Then we played some hard core games of mancala. We ate some pizza afterwards and went home. I went right to bed because I was wicked tired.


Saturday:
I woke up at 7:30 to go babysitting with Annie, Kate and Nicole at the church. I got two community service hours for watching Toy Story with two little kids while they ate their breakfast. It was a good time. Then my mom picked me and Annie up and brought us to Boss Studios because I want to start voice lessons, so she said come on thursday and you'll start. So, I start vocal lessons on THURSDAY!!!! woot woot! Then I came home and called my dad, and he was like "I'm in florida to help Gene with her dad he's really sick. So I won't be able to take you and Nate out tomorrow, so how about monday? I was like it's fine with me. So then Caitlin called me and asked if I wanted to see Big Fish with her and Sarah and I was like ok, so we went to the movies and my mom picked us up afterwards. It was a good movie. A little weird...but it was ok.


So that brings us to today. I am doing entirely NOTHING today, because I want to do nothing. So, I just woke up like 15 or so minutes ago, and my mom is making our sudnay breakfast right now. Then I'm going to read a book, I don't know which one yet, but I'm going to read one. Then I'm taking a shower and doing my homework. That is what I plan on doing today. So. laterrrrrr!

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: nothing

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